Mom made it to Indiana, I told her I just wanted her to be happy, she aid that is what she wanted with the few years she has left. It was sad seeing her go, feeling like I may never see her again. But it is a small sacrifice for me to let her go be where she wants and feels she will be happy. Then there is the torn feeling I feel, go visit her or my grand babies, so hard, and what about a true min vacay for me? Wow I am feeling very selfish right now.